Hex

Its 2.30 pm............I can hear Edwin Mccain's I'll Be....playing in the background..............It takes me back down memory lane............I wanna run away...escape.....from ......I still can't figure out what.........

Life is on full swing......But the empty feeling still exists. The past week has been crazy. I've had my head in the air....kept bumping in to things so unrealistic...but still desirable.

Pressure from all nooks and corners keep building up..... Everybody and everything I love and treasure seems to be taken away from me....(isn't that always the case???) nothing lasts forever...and just when you think you found something you've been looking for all your god damn life....it turns out to be something the higher power forbids you to even look at....But after a while it hits you that everything you think is perfect now may not be perfect as you think it is...after awhile.

Perfectionism..(something which has stopped me from acheiving so much more).... But there seems to be no way of escaping the god damn syndrome........

K...I'm writing a tona crap again...I better stop n get back to work now.....I feel the vibes today...I feel like I'm fulla power to hex the world...