A lil bit of everything !!!

Finally shifted everything at the Colpetty office home...Gosh...that ain't a home n e more....more of a junk yard......Weekend would be all about cleaning up......hmm.....A few more hours before we hand over the keys to the oh so interfering land-lord and boogy out......

I took a few minutes and looked at the whole picture from the outside......Everything is going according to God's plan, all unwanted baggages are shed, Thing's are at it's worst, but faith tells me I am through.....everything is through...(If God bring's you to it...he will bring you through it)......My biggest testimony is yet to happen (but in my mind, it's already fulfilled)....

Was deeply saddened by the fact that a Cargills Ice-cream man cheated me. He sold me a Rs.22/= icecream at Rs. 35/= (day light robbery) !!!! Nah..I ain't timid to keep quiet...But I was too saddened to argue...(that's wierd....maybe I'm shedding me tough skin)...

Guess I wouldn't be able to blog again for a month or two, since the net connection will be taken off and lil miss jack ass(me) took off the dial-up modem 2 months back thinking she wouldn't need it......so there goes...till mini me shifts to Panadura...So Long...

Trust in the Lord for all your needs....

God Bless Ya !!!

Ermmmm...Ermmm.......Kapuwa.com (Hahahaha)

Ok...ok.....Big confession...I've been messing around with kapuwa.com........It all happened a month back when ona ma budsies started harping about kapuwa.com....outa sheer curiosity, me joined the thnigy (in disguise of course....Lord help me if I ever shoot ma real identity...no way...Not in this life..He).......

Man...I'm so having a ball ever since.......The mails just keep streaming in...(mind you...I do not have a profile at all.....Just a attractive, English sounding name.....and yeah...quite an attractive vulnerable age)......Check out some mails me received and try tickling your self to death !!!

(Nonna em are edited, but nonna identities have been revealed)....

Hi,
I have been alone for a long time now; not by choice or lack of interest in finding someone to keep me company, but simply because none of those who have crossed my path gathered the same qualities you do...I must confess that I fell a bit awkward and embarrassed as I write these lines, but the feeling that we may really get a long with each other and be happy together is very strong.I would like you to give us this chance. Please understand that I am not asking this for my own sake; I am asking it for the both of us, because I believe that you would have not touched my heart if it wasn't meant for me to make you happy.
An affectionate kiss from,
xxxx

Me 2 cents worth :- What does he think he is "Prince Charming" ???? (No...I ain't "Cinderalla)

hi dear,
I am professional worked in a leading IT co in col and living in col.I am open minded person who like to getto know u . so pls let me know more details about u and let me know what u want to know about me. so let get in touch with each other soon. waiting to hear from u soon
love
xxxx

Me 2 cents worth :- Open mind ??? (I wonder if his brains are still intact)

hi im a fun loving guy of20.... 60 kg.... 5"8 tall and tan..contact me on.... 07xxxxxx if u lik to get to known

Me 2 cents worth :- Y in the world would I want to know his Height & Weight???

hi xxxxxx
gone through your profile and thought about sending you a message. i,m 27 and working for a software company in UK. hmm.. what else? i would like to meet nice girls with good sense of humour. :-). i,m not telling i,m some one who jumps into commitments the first place but there could be some thing serious with some one who is loving caring and nice. think i told you about me. guess its your time.. :-) And i,m used to travel to sri lanka at least every 4 months cos i do miss my friends and family over there .. :-).. if you would like to get to know a nice friend would you mind dropping a mail to my mail address which is xxxxxxx@yahoo.com or send me a reply to this and we can keep in touch.:-) hope to hear from you soon.

Me 2 cents worth :- Watz this bloke looking for? a once in 4 months frienship????Commitment ???? (He's gotta be kidding)

Welcvome to Kapuwa
Call me for a good time
(Number)
xxxxxx

Me 2 cents worth :- What sorta good time are we talking about......and wow...he's given his home number........(God bless him) !!!

Hi Lady.
Its like this, bla bla bla na ne ne naa naa naaaa naaa.......and what else? I am in my ripe age of the mid i.e. 27 on the dot!. Having difficulties in getting a date. No dont get me wrong I am really really really superb looking (I have been taught the merits of positive thinking!) charming, sincere, manage my own finances and above all know when to layoff without being having told to do so. What I look for in a friend, pal, partner,buddy, companion, acquaintance, ally, associate, comrade (thanks word thesaurus)is to be fun and fun and sincere. And a person who would like to be lavished without having hangovers about it. Well I guess its a bit of a asking but hay, I am choosy. So girls if this is the qualities you look for in a guy drop me a rope, I will climb up or at least will give a tag and thats a promise.
Over,
Yours truly the Puppydog

My 2 cents worth :- This sounds interesting......a replacement for me doggy........Why would he have difficulties getting a date with a vocabulary like that (Either he is shit ugly, pain in the butt, or a plague)

Hai Dear,
I am (name) , who is 25 years old male. Working in a one of private company call (name of company) in Colombo as a (post). I like to know about you. If you like only send to me email or come for chat with me. Sorry if I disturb you.
My e-mails are-
xxxxxxx@yahoo.com
xxxxxxx@yahoo.com
xxxxxxxx@hotmail.com"
My number is ...(number)
Thanks,Take Care,
BUDUSARANAI

Me 2 cents worth :- Absolute turn off !!!

Opppps....what have I done......me ain't ridiculing any Just that I find it all so funny.......They hardly know me at the other end....and gosh......who in their right mind would fall for pick up lines like em???? definitely not me)....The whole puppy dog thingy sorta did get me all impressed......good stuff, but still.............geeez...(Stop being judgmental u wicked ass) !!!!

My Boy Lollipop !!!

Did a whopping workout yesterday for the 3rd consecutive day....amazing feeling.....but, the voices didn't let me be last night...I had to go sleep with my parents again...just cudn't handle it.....it's getting annoying...really annoying....

Woke up at 8.15 today morning......woahh......had to rush......rush and rush to get to the car before my mum...or I would have been a smashed pumpkin......

Rock was so not the thing to listen to today so stuck to absolute retro till me made it to work...and boy...didn't it make a world of difference...Whilst Rock makes ya wanna bang ya head "bang...bang" to the wheel, scream in rage, molest & harass fellow drivers..... Oldies make ya smile, give way...and be extra nice to every Tom, Dick n' Harry passing ya dinky toy...heheheh

My boy Lollipop
You make my heart go giddy-up
You are as sweet as candy
You're my sugar dandy

----OoOPPPS....was I actually wearing that sheepish grin on me face while they played this----

Everybody's doin' a brand new dance now
(C'mon baby do the loco-motion)
I know you'll get to like it If you give it a chance now
(C'mon baby do the loco-motion)
My little baby sister can do it with ease
It's easier than learning your a b c's
So come on, come on
Do the loco-motion with me

(Locomotion - Kylie Minogue)

Errmm........k.....jump...jump......swing ya hands up n' down......


I can see you-
Your brown skin shinin' in the sun
You got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby
And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong
After the boys of summer have gone

(Boys of Summer - Don Henley)

(NICE....................real nice)...............

Ahhh....da sound of Dolly Parton......The way she begs "Jolene" to leave her man alone gets me all emotionally fizzzed up...... "Before the next tear drop falls" ..........

(This is fun........slowy songs are gooda behind the wheel......takes away the tension and pressure from driving with a bunch of crawly crabs.....

Did I just here Samantha Fox say...."touchez-moi"...............errrrm..............

Pulled Nerves n" Fidgety Feet !!!

Ahh.......the new place is heaven, heaven, I've fallen head over heals in love with the place......counting my toes till we shift.......

Nothing went as I planned...was too tired to go for rock sat.......awwwwwwww..............I've missed it for tooo long........(Take me there...I wanna go there...)...tehehehe

The drive to Panadura and visiting da gazzillion of me mums friends on our way back was a killer....I mean a real baaad killer.......

Under the greatest difficulty me pulled out em machines from their respective hiding places and actually worked out an hour on Sat and an hour on Sunday.......ahhhhhhh...suffered the consequenses at church last evening....my nerves were all jumpy n' my brain was screaching away for some hyperactivity......I kept fidgeting...jumping...twisting, turning and heaven knows what.....Fortunately I was seated at the very back, that not too many noticed what I was doing......geeezzzz........

The serman was an eye opener....but was glad to be back on my feet and behind the wheel earlier than the winding up time........(nerrrvy) !!!!

Just got back from lunching with good ol Christobel.......Had an indepth conversation n" a good chitter chat after a long time....


~ Greater Iz He Dat Iz In Me, Dan He Dat Iz In Da World ~
(He's amazing as always) !!!!

Helplessly Falling !!!

Was sorta feeling wonky from morning........real wonky.......

For some reason or the other I was dying to hear the crazy frog tracks over and over again...My eyes actually did lighten up n sparkle every time they played it..

Figured out that ona ma buddy boo is far more creative than I gave him credit for.......errrm...chek out a part of a lil chat me had with witty cuddley thang (",)

[Yahoo IM]..............

marcy : I c
marcy: so u needed to cool off wit a ice icream
marcy: wot next ... cold shower

gobblezygook: he's so adorable............i wish i was flown away to alska......

marcy : its colder at da antarctic
marcy : u cud snuggle up in a igloo

gobblezygook : nah....shit marc....i can't help myself falling

marcy : covered in a big furr

gobblezygook : its dangerous

marcy : wit nothing but body heat to keep ya warm

gobblezygook : worse than getting caught in the middle of a garilla battle

gobblezygook : wow...ur creative

marcy: xxxx prudy is faalin
marcy: fallin down da down thro da rabbit hole
marcy: towards da bottomless abyss
marcy: towards da mesmerizing world of luuuuv
marcy: where angels sing
marcy: and butterflys dance
marcy: dance to da tune of eternal bliss

marcy : lovers walkin on air
marcy : skating effortlessly
marcy : on a glacier of dreams

marcy : where time stands stilll
marcy : and da world around is in freeze frame
marcy : suspended in time and space
marcy : floating thro da ether of neverness
marcy : thro magical haze of ecstasy

[End of IM]...............

Creativity at it's best......errrm...but I'm getting worried about this dude (",)

Gonna have a packed up weekend......

(1) Drive off to a to God-foresaken village to check out new property
(2) Then gotta choose between a play and ROCK SAT ......
[End of Sat]..

(3) Contract to molest a female buddy at some fiest of fair...(errrm....nah..just going to have a lil fun)
(4) Church (more fun)...........
[End of Sunday]

Ouch...that's it...........just 4 biggies and a whole lovely weekend of snoozing gobbled up...

Clutter Brain Me in an Equally Cluttered-up Breakless Maruti.....

Hazard to all mankind huh?.......eerrrrm.....yeah..may be.....Figured that the car has become absolutely breakless....hehehe....Felt like I've clambered mount Everest twice trying to drive the darn think cautiously...not only my poor hands & feet but my poor brains too are utterly exhausted......

Went to see Kev's nanna......She is the sweetest thing I've ever come across.........Cracked a lil sale there....and yeah.....loafed around a bit.....got back to work.....What do I get......the stupid monkey's coming to the CIM class down the lane taking up all my parking space.......Finally managed to grab me spot after a lil bit of shoooing and "Hey these spots are for the residence" explanations......

Was really pissed with myself in the morning...really pissed.....for letting myself actually fancy someone........guess it's time I figured that they are never gonna stay for ever.......It annoys me.....

Ahh...gotta get behind the wheel again........that kills....Better leave home early,coz I got a loooong day tomorrow....and a long weekend......Oh yeah...the thot of the weekend is already getting me all hyped

Tipsy...Very Tipsy !!!

Woahhh...I've gotten over me telephonic addction...I can actually live without it breathing life in to me every few coupla mins......and yeah.........The beep of the sms's doesn't make me go hi-flying n e more.........one week of willfull struggle......(EeeCHU WAWAWA) !!!!!

Had a few sessions of "Woopy Yippy Yuppy" ies staring at the opposite sex and making em all unconfortable.....(yabadabadooooooo...) this is fun.....perfect way to get back at em........errrmmm may be I shudn't make a habbit of it.......

The lil bita badminton I played last Saturday is so getting to me.....(Reminds me that I need to start shaking a few limbs everyday before I stiffen up n" freeze over for good)......... Arrrgh...My poor limbs are achey breaky......

Was pondering about what annoys me the most.......Weeeeakness.......(How darn judgemental)......Needa get over it.......Needa learn to luv me neighbour more than my self (How unfortunate not to have any cute neighbours around) :(

I'm all happy Yuppy today....(Eyes are still half closed......feel like puffing my life out......(thats called depression)......But would I give in to it...no way)....I'm gonna beat the blues baby.......Beat the blues........

I so miss the good times I had with my lil-angel.......It was a darn ball of fun...millanium park rides...window shopping.........movie marathons.......I really do miss em all....but then again...realisation tells me never ever to go there again.....Never ever ever... Some things are better unseen, untouched and unknown....hehehehe

The voices were harsher than ever yesterday......But...Praise the Lord...they have no power over me any more....They hide in fear the minute a tad litla bita of the mighty one's blood touches em......(nah..not real blood...just covered me self with his precious blood and he rocked me to sleep)......

Big Worry :- I'm strating to fancy a bloke......errrm...(danger danger)......I checked me point scheme...he does lack the most vital.....do we compromise?????? Let me subtly prowl away in silence for a while........tehehehe.....(I find it funnny...I truely do..........coz I never really fall in love...may be I never have......I just let my emotions run wild a tad bit).....Confused, Gone wrong Kid !!!

Planning to go for the youth meeting in the eveing.....I really want to make it.....Missed church last Sunday coz of a stupid procession me got caught to :( I'm hungry for a lil bita teaching n a lil bita preaching) May be coz I'm too lazy to read the bible and comprehend...which I must make a habit of......that books got all the answers to all me questions.......but then again....it's my foolishness that I go compromise..take the left hand path and fall in th shit, again & again)...hehehehe

The past week has been absolutely trying......Its taking me far away from God......and the minute I manage to crawl back to his feet...there I go again.........It rips me apart...Love...passion.....

I've been a steady ass for 5 whole months.......and I slipped just when I thot I was the strongest...just when I thot I'd never slip again.........hmmmmmm......................God help me..(of course he is the only one to help me....)....

I learnt something yesterday.....that even the best friends...the most trustworthy arn't really bothered about what u go through...it hurts....it really hurts..........but then again.....we live in a world fulla sinners (like myself).....who can I blame......at the end of the day...all I can do is go down on knees and cry out to the Lord to redeem me.....n to take me away from the snares I've got my self trapped in to.....

I've made up my mind to win this battle.....I ain't gonna scratch ma knees and run home to mamma.....I'm gonna stand up and march forward and attack the enemy....crush the freaking skull of the dark lord of hell...............

He angers me......he has been fucking with me for too long....just too long...he has no escape.......no more slipping and sliding and battling to stay afloat.... I will not let him have a hold on me....I just will not.....

I'm weak......I've no strength to wake up let alone move forward........My stomaches in a knot....in an uneasy..squeshy knot.......I don't like the way I feeel..........I ain't happy.....Forcing a smile is as hard as opening my eyes and facing the sun.I'm so tired of running....Just so tired of running......I can't help crying......I'm at the brink of breaking down.....I open my eyes...but they are heavy...my eyelids keep closing coz its a strain to keep them open........waking up is torture...going back to sleep is bigger torture......I twist and turn till early dawn....wondering and pondering......

It ain't for long...It ain't for long.........My redemtion ain't far away.....I see him coming towards me with open arms.....I feel a sense of peace coming over me.......I know he will set me free.....tho I sometimes feel that I don't deserve his help....I don't deserve his mercy...coz I falter...I falter knowingly......I'm a child of lust....lust for the world.....I hurt him with every step I take...But I still take it....

Thou will never understand me...so I shall not try explaining......The love I have for you is pure...pure as the wings of a dove......but I relaized it ain't the same feeling u have towards me.....it hurts...but I understand :(

I try to bid good bye...but I can't...........Heaven help me.......

It's a crazy world.....Young hearts running wild......Flesh hungering for a lil more lust.......Religion binding one n' keeping one on track........Blind faith leading many.....Athiests destroying the weak hearted......Pagans hexing each other.....Spirits roaming the earth, taking over traitors of God....100'000 denominations.......another smiliar number of races.......lust for power...lust for might...lust for acceptance...lust for ..................... too many to mention.................

I try to find the answers to all my questions through the words of King Soloman.....but no..I still haven't found the answers I'm looking for.....I'm contemplating on so many things that It's driving me mad......Help each other and live happy, somebody told me yesterday.......hehehehe... (now that's a joke)....

Peace is not yet mine.......I wait patiently till it sweeps across my face.......I dream of that day....I dream of the smile I'm gonna wear.....It's all too clear to me now.....It's all to clear......

This life ain't for me........this life just ain't for me :)

God bleass u !!!

No More Preteinding (Set Me Free) !!!

Below are two songs that reminded me of Gods Love...and reminded me that I ain't alone.....I'm at my worst...trust me worst.....but with him on my side...I know I will survive......I know I will.......(then what am I grumbling about????)...I'm only human......and my faith is only blind....there is so much I can take......My flesh is weak, my emotions are young & raw.....my head is strong, but that aint enuf......coz my flesh is weak, and evil temptations are strong................I want to hear his voice ...I need him omre than ever.........coz he's the only voice that'll sooth me.....he's the only hand that'll rock me to sleep...he's the only one who can set me free.....I cry out with all my might...he hears me...but why does he test my patience.......Matser don't let me fall again while I wait........Don't let me get away....coz I don't want to......near you is where I want to be......at your feet is my resting place.......

I'm da lucky one who has hope in him...I pity those who only have hope in themselves.......I'm broken I'm tattered...within me is an empty soul...no hope for tomorrow...no hope for the next hour, let alone the next minute.........but in him I have everything...in him I have the world......I wish em silly fools will one day realise what I'm trying to tell them......(God let me testify without shame......let them know that you'r alive....)

My eyes are smothered with tears and I don't want anyone to see me.....I feel so alone...I feel dead alone.......but I have to face the world...I have to meet and greet and crack em deals...

Help me Lord, for I am yours......

------------------------------------------------------------
Scott Krippayne - 'No More Pretending'

I can look good when I want to
I know the right things to say
I cover up what I don't want you to see
But you see it anyway
Maybe I think I can fool you
Maybe I'm fooling myself
I want to change but I don't know how
And I need your help

Chorus :- No more pretending
No more pretending Lord,
I know I need to tell you the truth tonight
But everything is not alright in my life
And I need you like never before
I don't want to pretend anymore

I'm tired of hiding my weakness
I'm tired of trying to look strong
I don't want to say that everything's fine
When there's so much that's wrong
Tell me again that you love me
Though it's more than my heart understands
And I will lay down my disguises
And show You who I am
------------------------------------------------------------

Hilary Weeks - 'He Will'

I can't hold on any longer
Temptation keeps getting stronger
And when I'm about to fall
And I've given it my all

Chorus :- He will move mountains
He will work miracles
I have no doubt that He will not let me go
His arms are open still
And when I can't I know He will

Sometimes it's all I can handle
To stay ahead of the battle
And when I'm not strong enough
His love will lift me up and

Speak peace to my soul
And I'll trust His love to guide me home
Cause I know I can't make it on my own

Floating at the Bottom !!!

Wooaaaw...I've actually made up my mind to go for the youth meeting today......hehehe....Amazing...Just when u think ur caught in a brutal never ending hail storm.......he makes the sun shine brighter than ever.......He's awsome...just too awsome.......

I'm still perplexed....but I know that peace is not too far......All I can do is to biliv in the miracle he promised to perform......he was with me ever since and he will be there with me for ever more.....

Hail the Mighty one I biliv in !!!!

Almost Perfect at the Not-So-Perfect Time !!!

It's amazing how u meet the best at the worst time.....and u just gotta let them go......u just gotta let them go.....u just gotta let them go...U don't want to...but u just gotta let them go :(

I Faltered !!!

Ppl actually think I live by a whole loada crappy principles.....nah...bull shit....may be I did...but that was long ago.....Kinda lost my mind 3 years back...and every principle went hay wire....hehehe.....but yeah...I've faltered My God again...and I ain't too proud about it......since I don't live by my principles these days...but his.....

I so want him to forgive me...I really do.....I've gotten hold of myself to say no to temptation...."God HELP Me" for I may fail again.......As much as the world brings pleasure to one's self....it sometimes does bring raw pain to the mighty one.......

The walk with God is like sleeping on a bed of roses......nah..I ain't condemning it......the feel of the soft petals around u makes u wanna sink in deeper...the fragrance makes u lose your mind.....but the deeper u sink...the thornier it gets.....The thorns are equal to the evil temptations the prince of darkness is gonna arrow u down with, the closer you get to God......Hmmm........

Was totally messed up in the morning...when a child of God called me.....and all I could do was pour my heart out to her.....she didn't judge me.....she only offered to pray....and she reminded me that God's love would never leave me nor forsake me.....wow...just what I wanted to hear.....

I remember in the past, laughing at the same lady just coz she slaved for Christ....but now I'm just thankful I know her.......I thank God for filling my life with at least a few who are right with him.....

God Bless U !!!

Accidently in Luv or Iz it Sumthing else ???

He's was always just a friend of yours, not even in ur wildest, wildest dreams have u dreamt of him as special......but suddenly outa da blue.....u simply can't look at him straight....he makes ur knees go wobble...wobble.....u can't stand his presence coz it makes u all nervous.....(No one has ever really made u nervous...the feeling is wiered).......

U sit and wonder if u really are in love? It does't matter if thats what u want or thats not what u want.......The question is whether or not what u feel is real..........is it infatuation....lust...... hmmmmmmmm...........Is this the end of another beutiful friendship........(Too many questions bubbling in your pee brain).....

You hardly thota him...didn't care what he did, or where he was.....but suddenly u wish u cud spend every minute with him.....u wish he were right where u are........

Annoying...annoying...I hate this feeling.......Wish I was feelingless again...Hardhearted and cold.....Cold as steel....Solid as wood......I don't want to feel....To feel is to hurt......To hurt is to cry......

Arrrrghhhhh.....................

Ppl wanna know y u con.....How can u not when the world is strewd with a whole loada liers......

May be thats the only defense mechanism I know....To get hurt...and still bounce back to life within a coupla hours......or rather a coupla days....."CON"...con u...con me.....con my feelings......con away !!!

The Weekend !!!

Who said growing up was eaaazy???? hehehe......Falling in love...falling outa love.....ripping hearts...ripped hearts.....Looking for "the one" "finding the one"..figuring out it aint the one...hehehe......Drama...drama......drama..n more drama....

My mission to find pure passion...true love (When everyone around me keeps saying it just doesn't exist...hehe).....wel...at least there has to be someone close to Mr. Perfect ya??? hehe...yeah...may be there is....there is true, passion...true love.....(The purest is of God....never forget that)......I thrilled I found it.....may be not to keep...."NOT EVERYTHING PERFECT IS URS FOREVER"....one can only be contended with the brief moments of happiness it smothers your life with...hehehe

But then again...u tend to wonder...how perfect is "PERFECT".......hmmm.....u suddenly wonder...Am I in love? or is this just lust? is it right? or is it wrong? hmmm.....( a few more pages of the journal...I can publish a bible of my own...hehehe)...........

Its crazy how ppl never speak up about silly issues....U suddenly sit n ponder whether the culture should be more open or close...how much of traditionalism is healthy..............Heaven help me.......I seriously am lost......

How much of religion is healthy? How harmful can a ceraless kiss get? How new can a new beginign get?

Hmm........What exactly is rebelling against parent mean? What exactly is rebelling...Inverted behaviour??????? hmmmmmm.......

May be I'm going thru another one of em monday blues......hehehe....what can I do...just give it to the Lord and let him make the best outa the day....He rules....He rules...none but he rules......

God Bless Ya !!!!

Started on a new poem......struggling to get the thots in to words......ouch ouch....

Just a few more thots......may be ppl like her never really find true happines......a calibre of her own...hmm.....possessive...and yet open minded.....cruel...and yet kind......detest weakness but yet weak (the only thing strong is the fake image)...hehehe....in love...want commitment...but yet not willing to offer n e ..........dream of challenges.....risk's the key word.....but yet trembling to risk the heart........

Wanting everyone else to stay, while she is quite happy running and hiding.....she knows her faults but yet is helpless to change n e of it, let alone the world........

Convinced that she could make none happy.....convinced that she is usless (vegetable)........(who is responsible)?????????

May be everything scares her.......escapism doesnt seem wrong sumtimes.....

Sometimes......u so wanna vanish....just vanish in to thin air.......wish it would all go away......hmmmm.....Nah I ain't looking for n e answers...I'll kick the asses of n e one who reads this an tries to advice........

Something caught my eye !!!

The prince of darkness didn't allow me to make a poasting yesterday......and kept me busy the whole day to keep me from reposting it......but will that keep me grounded...nah....let me say what i gotta say today....hehehe......(at least part of it)..

Met sumbody who like myself has come from Witchcraft to Christ.....It felt encouraging to know that I ain't a loner ...hehehe....Yeah Daniel...couldn't help but ponder about the stuff we spoke about.....what if Marylin Manson did turn to God.....would he be stoned to death by his faithful followers, or owuld they turn to God.....Geezing I'm half hoping it would happen (who knows)....would be an amzing site to see...hehehe

I heard the voices the last two nights, but managed to fall asleep by 1 p.m after rebuking all evil in his name.......I felt powerless without darkness on my side....but Now with God with me, I feel like I'm draped in weapons.

Mr. Cupid decided to sting me in the morning....the minute I raced my dinky toy with my mud coated tires to the top of the hill (Crappy steep lane i live in) towards the busy main road...(pant pant....another day of survival without crashing in to one of em monster trucks)....WHAT DO I SEE?...woooo hoo...a hottie...(my typa hyppie nerd typa hottie)...driving an ancient beatle.....in a skimpy pure white west....thick framed glasses....(nerd at a glance...but deifinetely otherwise) .......slowed down from my usual pase since it was obvious that his rubber couldn't burn too mucha road too fast.......hehehehe....sheeesh....silly impatient me decided to speed up the journey forgetting that pudding pie was following me...and ouch...ouch...big ouch...missed him...rather lost him in traffic......:(.... Y me??? y me???

So far the day has been quiet, but nothing to grumble about........

Let his Light be my ONLY guide..

God Bless ya !!!